「歌曲」Andy Moore - Fake Awake

I'm lying in my bed but I'm not sleeping
My mind is running faster than my heart is beating
I'm staring at the ceiling, counting all the cracks
Trying to find the courage to face the facts

I'm wide awake but I'm not really here
I'm just going through the motions, year after year
I'm smiling on the outside, but I'm screaming inside
I'm living in a world where I have to hide

I'm fake awake, I'm going through the motions
I'm living in a world of my own devotions
I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart
I'm playing a role, but it's breaking my heart

I'm fake awake, I'm just pretending
I'm waiting for this nightmare to be ending
I'm hoping for a better day, but it never comes
I'm stuck in this cycle, I can't overcome

I'm talking to my friends but I'm not listening
I'm nodding my head but I'm not agreeing
I'm saying all the right things, but I don't believe
I'm just trying to make everyone else happy

I'm wide awake but I'm not really here
I'm just going through the motions, year after year
I'm smiling on the outside, but I'm screaming inside
I'm living in a world where I have to hide

I'm fake awake, I'm going through the motions
I'm living in a world of my own devotions
I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart
I'm playing a role, but it's breaking my heart

I'm fake awake, I'm just pretending
I'm waiting for this nightmare to be ending
I'm hoping for a better day, but it never comes
I'm stuck in this cycle, I can't overcome

I'm tired of pretending, I'm tired of the lies
I'm tired of living in this disguise
I want to be real, I want to be free
I want to be the person I was meant to be

I'm fake awake, I'm going through the motions
I'm living in a world of my own devotions
I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart
I'm playing a role, but it's breaking my heart

I'm fake awake, I'm just pretending
I'm waiting for this nightmare to be ending
I'm